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sunday morning 04:00 am

in the death car... we're alive!

cynical hysterie hour

hurts so much that i need some clarinette


to clean up

to re set

there was a place i knew a long time ago
everything was tranquil, love was in the air
here is where i am, here is were i was
here is were i want to be

i'm trying hard to let go

shine your teeth to meaningless

j u s t s m i l e a l l t h e t i m e

j u s t s m i l e a l l t h e t i m e


j u s t s m i l e a l l t h e t i m e



j u s t s m i l e a l l t h e t i m e




j u s t s m i l e a l l t h e t i m e

don't believe in pocketless pyjamas

just ignore them

you'll be happier . .

Everything I think ends up in sex
Every little chance I have I use it
After one is done
I wonder who's next
And all the girls I see are all the girls I want

Everytime I have has a specific purpose

I think that I am a freak of nature
And after I do it
I wanna do it
I wanna do it again

I wanna do it, again
Do it again

I am freak
I repeat
I am a freak
I repeat...

If you let me lick the skin of your fingers
I'll try to lick your skin 'till your bones
How far are you
Willing to go?

What used to be inside me was love
But now there's nothing nothing
But this pain in my chest
That it seems in get softer
With sex

And after,
After I do it
I wanna do it again

I wanna do it again
I wanna do it again

I am freak
I repeat
I am a freak
I repeat...
A freak
Come closer

And after I do it
I wanna do it
I wanna do it again

I wanna do it again
I wanna do it again
Again, again
And again, and again, again, again, again, again

Freak
You're the freak
I repeat
Yes I need

I am a freak
I repeat, I repeat
I am a freak
A freak...

f i s t f u l o' f r a g m e n t s

a dream is an answer to a question

we haven't learned how to ask..

wherever i am, i am what is missing

In a field
I am the absence
of field.
This is
always the case.
Wherever I am
I am what is missing.


When I walk
I part the air
and always
the air moves in
to fill the spaces
where my body's been.

We all have reasons
for moving.
I move
to keep things whole.


mark strand (1964)

Poetic Terrorism

WEIRD DANCING IN ALL-NIGHT computer-banking lobbies. Unauthorized pyrotechnic displays. Land-art, earth-works as bizarre alien artifacts strewn in State Parks. Burglarize houses but instead of stealing, leave Poetic-Terrorist objects. Kidnap someone & make them happy. Pick someone at random & convince them they're the heir to an enormous, useless & amazing fortune--say 5000 square miles of Antarctica, or an aging circus elephant, or an orphanage in Bombay, or a collection of alchemical mss. Later they will come to realize that for a few moments they believed in something extraordinary, & will perhaps be driven as a result to seek out some more intense mode of existence.

back to basics "damentag"

Hayatımdaki kadınlar çok değerliler,
bi şekilde ne kadar kötü davranmış olsalar da bir zamanlar bana,
liman gibiler zor zamanlarımda sığınabileceğim,

belki abartıyorum ama bugünlerde hiç birşey boşuna olmuyor.


Hey dostum everything is happening for a reason..

Football is good cause it's green : )

stones and flowers on the ground
we are lost and found
but love is gonna save us

status update;

deeply disturbed, deeply unhappy

love

love is a sensitivity by one person to another's existence.

so messed up, i want you near
in my room i want you here
now we're gonna be face to face
and i'll lay right down in my favorite place

body language

an emcee told a crowd of hundreds to put their hands in the air.

an armed robber stepped to a bank and told everyone to put their hands in the air.

a christian minister gives his benediction while the congregation hold their hands in the air.

love the image of the happy Buddha with his hands in the air.

hands up and feel confused, define tomorrow

Saul Williams

full moon

is the glowin light able to set things right ?

its alright

its alright its alright its alright
although it sounds positive
it is not positive at all
this is what i believe

it is just the politeness of the other partie
whom tryin to make you feel ok
it is not alright
just cant be

despite all the thoughts above
i just wanna be as beatiful as a voice
smooth and careful

makin you feel like everthing is gonna be alright

tip to confused ones

Death is a natural part of life.

Rejoice for those around you who transform into the Force.

Mourn them, do not. Miss them, do not.

Attachment leads to jealousy.

The shadow of greed, that is.

Yoda